I've always wanted an experience of working in a retail environment . 

Because I think it can pave my way to my dreams. Dreams that I  excitingly wanted to achieve!

So I'm 20 this year and I've decided to take a safer jump.

I'm not ready to dive in  just yet coz I'm lacking of so many things in pursuing my dreams. I'm trying to find a halfway point between my current job and my dream job. So yup I'm working part time while finishing my final year . I'm a part timer at one of the uprising fashion local brand ,Adila Long.

Such a good experience and a good start in pursuing my dreams! In shaa allah :')

It is not just an ordinary part time job to me. It is a one-hell-of an experience-gainer  that coincidentally arrived its fate right at this moment  :)

This is what I've been wanting to do, I got the chance and I am not gonna blew it away oh no way jose!

Gonna grab it. 

Yeap.

So half of the month has passed. I super love it here! :'D

At first it was a very challenging phase to get myself used to the fact of working with individuals other than my mom (my mom was my very first boss that i worked with) Not only that this job challenged me in my scope area (graphic design), I believe it can make me a better multi-tasker and disciplinary focus in what I'm doing. 

FIRST WEEK

First week went well, I catered a few famous client and I was like:

WHOA this is her from TV ' 

eh OMG are you the one singing Hingga Ke Hujung Dunia?

and ouh this was embarrasing, I couldn't recall her name but I think she's an actress

So the friendly me, 

ME: Oh my this dress looks so good on you. Whats your name again? *inserted an apolegetically smile emoji here

HER: Sara Ali

ME: Oh sure Sara Ali, so you have big event goin on tonight huh :D All the best girl!

I also believe this job can make me becomes more aware towards people's names and faces. HAHA!

SECOND WEEK

Uhoh this is when I did my first lotsa mistakes.

I can be so careless and 'kelam kabut' sometimes. This was also the time where I received my very first critic sessions on my mistakes.

I've known myself since forever. I'm a perfectionist, I feel scared when I make mistakes and I'm still figuring out myself with this issue of overthinking, it sometimes leads me nowhere. It's just that bad thoughts wandered around making me so nervous and stressed out.

But surprisingly, the critic session went well. A pat on shoulder! I've learnt from my mistakes, I didn't go for the usual overthinking phase. I let myself to be more aware of surrounding and I did it well! I know that mistakes made me a better perfectionist heh.

THIRD AND ALMOST TO FOURTH WEEK 

I started to develop my graphic design skills bits by bits. I know now that apart of what I've learned during my diploma, work is more fun and mentally challenging . 

Hoping to look out for more on what life and opportunity might offer me in future In Shaa Allah !:D

Alright lets face it dear self. Here, I wanna confess, after I have been procrastinated of actually deciding and doing, I think now is the right time to start the Room Redeco Project (RRP) by Fatyn Halim :D and get all the clutters here and there FIXED!

Phewww finally man! :D The best thing bout this project is that I get to choose and own the things that I've aimed since I-dont-know-how-long-but-its-been-in-my-computer-folder-since-my-high-school-years-ughh! HAHAHA! :D

And the funny story bout it was how I decided to like 'okay, stop thinking lah Fatyn. Just do it now! Until when kan?!',

It all started at this one fine day.....

I was so frustrated of my things laying around the room like as though "tongkang pecah", so my things are often lost and my precious, oh my precious precious magazine collections that I've subscribed yearly been missing out of NO WHERE AND NO WHERE MEANS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND! These mags means A LOT to me, while the other teens are pondering thoughts and memorizing facts from the school textbooks, it is I, Nurfatin Abdul Halim HAHA :D so I on the other hand self teaching myself about fashion. So can you guys imagine how important they are to me? Can say that I grew up with them also yknow! Hahaha okay sorry for the emotion distort :)

The first week of every month excites me coz flipping thru the pages of freshly inspiring fashion and styles is the best feelings ever! *StarsGlitter hahaha too much of 3D talkings on this post huh? Hahaha :D 

Its okay, A Mag Lover would understand *flips hijab.

So back to our topic which I have dragged too far, from constant studying and revising the trends, minimalist modernism / urbanism is what my room SHOULD be look like :D Realized that I'm a huge procrastinator when getting things done, I did some Project Design Plannings to keep my head up of getting my mind unclutter of numerous thoughts and thinking. This really helps me a lot in planning though.